My Lonely Thoughts

oh the past year

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 03:57:08 GMT

Looking over my last few journal entries has been interesting. I've realized that as much as I wanted to be done with school before, I now wish I were still going. I'm married, working part time, and not doing a damn thing with my life. I'm in a..... waiting period. I need to go back to school. I need to try and pass the CPA test. I need to get a real job. I need to be with my husband. This is the longest deployment in the entire span of deployments. (not really, but being dramatic is fun) 15 months total and only 7 months have gone by so far. I would really like to know what it's like to be with your significant other, every day, day in and day out, until you die. Morbid, but truthful. Maybe it's not all that it's cracked up to be, but damnit, I'd like to find out!

f***in hell

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 19:34:57 GMT

Basically, I hate the military. You think you have something planned out and it will stay that way, but no, Damnit, i just deleted the ten of crap that i just typed out. shit. that's the type of day that i am having......

shoot me now

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 18:48:01 GMT

one down, 2 to go. guess i should probably learn the material for this next one at 8pm...... I DON'T WANNA!!!! and i have something growing on my nose.... pleh

shizer

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 17:26:42 GMT

yeah, 3 finals. two wednesday, one thursday, of which the thursday one is the most important..... just starting to study..... damn that 70's show

Wendy's

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 03:05:35 GMT

I have found that when I have homework that I can only do at school, I love the get Wendy's and take it to school with me. Specifically, I get a junior cheeseburger, sour cream and chive potato, small sprite (no ice) and a small chocolate frosty. mmmm mmmmm good.

Also, this is the time in which I am stalling on starting my homework that I came here to do.......

all the crap in the world.....

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 17:03:43 GMT

couldn't really think of a subject so what's there is what I came up with. I'm just sitting in the compy lab at school waiting on class to start. Oh how I love tax class...... not. my arm hurts. got allergy shots this morning and I think my arm is trying to leave my body. i look like i have a golfball in my arm. poo i have finally gotten back into the spirit of getting my marraige plans and wedding going. i'd been out of the mood for quite awhile. but, it may get completed by june 23rd!!! and..... ;-) just looked up some cruises for the honeymoon..... I'M SO EXCITED!!! so, that's that. and good day.

yay!

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 00:29:44 GMT

Newsflash! Mark IS coming home for Christmas. Geeze, military, quick changing things and confusing me! damnit. But, YAY!!!!!!!

feckin finals

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 15:30:25 GMT

just took one of three finals. i actually think it went better than i was hoping. well, at least on the problems part. most of the problems were ones that i had already studied the night before so it was just recall. i tell ya though, i haven't b.s.ed anything so much as i did those short answer questions. if i didn't know much i'd basically repeat what i already said a couple times. maybe i'll pass the class. now to go home and study for my final that's a 8pm. woo-hoo

oh, also, found out that mark isn't coming home for christmas. he has to go to this sargeant training place that's basically like basic training all over again. poopies on him for being lazy and not being ready on time. oh well. nothing that i can do about it. hopefully he'll be able to call home on christmas day.

i need sleep. maybe i'll nap and than study. who knows.

what's left?

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 16:21:30 GMT

1. Finance project due tomorrow
2. Finance quiz tomorrow
3. Accounting project due tomorrow
4. Accounting quiz tomorrow
5. Finance final Tuesday 8:30am
6. Finance final Tuesday 8pm
7. Accounting homework due next Thursday
8. Accounting final Thursday 3:15pm

THEN I'M DONE FOR SIX WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!

I've realized that I'm living at school. Specifically, in one of two computer labs. This is not good.

AHHHHH

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 22:59:44 GMT

SHOOT ME NOW!! I HAVE A PRESENTATION IN 10 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

124 BIG ONES!!!

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 21:04:29 GMT

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post.

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean (X) Boondock Saints () Fight Club (X) Starsky and Hutch (X) Neverending Story (X) Blazing Saddles ( ) Airplane Total: 7

(x) The Princess Bride (X) AnchorMan (X) Napoleon Dynamite () Labyrinth (X) Saw ( ) Saw II ( ) White Noise ( ) White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total: 8

(X)Scream (X) Scream 2 ( ) Scream 3 (X) Scary Movie ( ) Scary Movie 2 ( ) Scary Movie 3 ( ) Scary Movie 4 (X) American Pie (X) American Pie 2 (X) American Wedding ( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 7

(x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 ( ) Resident Evil 1 ( ) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer ( ) Little Black Book () The Village () Lilo & Stitch Total: 5

(x) Finding Nemo (x) Finding Neverland (x) Signs (x) The Grinch () Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new one) ( ) White Chicks ( X) Butterfly Effect (x) 13 Going on 30 (X ) I, Robot (X) Robots Total: 8

( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story (X) Universal Soldier (x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events (X) Along Came Polly () Deep Impact ( ) KingPin (x) Never Been Kissed (x) Meet The Parents (x) Meet the Fockers ( ) Eight Crazy Nights (X) Joe Dirt ( X) KING KONG Total: 8

(x) A Cinderella Story (x) The Terminal () The Lizzie McGuire Movie ( ) Passport to Paris (x) Dumb & Dumber ( ) Dumber & Dumberer ( ) Final Destination ( ) Final Destination 2 ( ) Final Destination 3 ( ) Halloween ( ) The Ring ( ) The Ring 2 ( ) Surviving X-MAS (x) Flubber Total: 4

( X) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle ( X) Practical Magic (X ) Chicago ( ) Ghost Ship () From Hell ( X) Hellboy () The Secret Window ( ) I Am Sam (X) The Whole Nine Yards ( ) The Whole Ten Yards Total: 5

(X) The Day After Tomorrow ( ) Child's Play ( ) Seed of Chucky ( ) Bride of Chucky (x) Ten Things I Hate About You ( X) Just Married ( ) Gothika ( ) Nightmare on Elm Street ( X) Sixteen Candles (x) Remember the Titans (X) Coach Carter ( ) The Grudge ( X) The Mask ( ) Son Of The Mask Total: 7

( ) Bad Boys 2 (X) Joy Ride ( ) Lucky Number Slevin (x) Ocean's Eleven (x) Ocean's Twelve () Identity ( ) Lone Star (x) Bedazzled ( ) Predator I ( ) Predator II ( ) The Fog (x) Ice Age (x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown ( ) Curious George Total: 6

(x) Independence Day ( ) Cujo ( ) A Bronx Tale ( ) Darkness Falls ( ) Christine (x) ET ( ) Children of the Corn () My Boss' Daughter (yes, i corrected the grammar here) () Maid in Manhattan ( ) Frailty ( X) War of the Worlds (X ) Rush Hour ( X) Rush Hour 2 Total: 5

( ) Best Bet (x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (x) She's All That ( ) Calendar Girls () Sideways (X) Mars Attacks (X) Event Horizon (x) Ever After (x) Wizard of Oz (x) Forrest Gump (X) Big Trouble in Little China () The Terminator (X ) The Terminator 2 ( ) The Terminator 3 Total: 9

(x) X-Men (x) X2 (x) X-3 (x) Spider-Man (x) Spider-Man 2 () Sky High ( ) Jeepers Creepers ( ) Jeepers Creepers 2 (x) Catch Me If You Can (x) The Little Mermaid (x) Freaky Friday (x) Reign of Fire ( ) The Skulls (x) Cruel Intentions ( ) Cruel Intentions 2 () The Hot Chick (x) Shrek (x) Shrek 2 Total: 12

(X) Swimfan () Miracle on 34th street (X) Old School (x) The Notebook () K-Pax ( ) Krippendorf's Tribe (x) A Walk to Remember ( ) Ice Castles ( ) Boogeyman () The 40-year-old-virgin Total:4

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring (x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers (x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King (x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark (x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade Total: 6

() Baseketball ( ) Hostel ( ) Waiting for Guffman ( ) House of 1000 Corpses ( ) Devils Rejects (x) Elf ( X) Highlander ( ) Mothman Prophecies ( X) American History X ( X) Three Amigos Total: 4

( ) The Jacket ( ) Kung Fu Hustle ( ) Shaolin Soccer ( ) Night Watch ( ) Monster (x) Titanic (x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail () Shaun Of the Dead ( ) Willard Total: 2

( ) High Tension (X ) Club Dread (X) Hulk ( ) Dawn Of the Dead (x) Hook (x) Chronicals Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe (X) 28 days later ( ) Orgazmo ( ) Phantasm (x) Underworld Total: 6

(x) Kill Bill vol 1 () Kill Bill vol 2 (X) Mortal Kombat ( ) Wolf Creek (X ) Kingdom of Heaven ( ) the Hills Have Eyes ( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman ( ) The Last House on the Left ( ) Re-Animator () Army of Darkness Total: 3

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace (x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones () Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith (x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope (x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back (x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi ( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage () Ewoks The Battle For Endor Total: 5

(x) The Matrix ( X) The Matrix Reloaded (x) The Matrix Revolutions ( ) Animatrix () Evil Dead ( ) Evil Dead 2 ( ) Team America World Police ( ) Red Dragon () Silence of the Lambs ( ) Hannibal Total: 3

schhhoooooooooooollllllllllllllll

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 23:39:50 GMT

have i mentioned that school gives me mono? and panic attacks? and lots of STRESS!!!!!!!!!! I really can't wait until I'm done with school. One more school year and I'm finished. pleh. now to go home and try to eat something so that I can go to sleep and wake up and do a paper. poopie.

but, mark comes home on friday. ;-) good times.

YYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 01:34:46 GMT

I HAVE NEVER BEEN AS HAPPY AS I AM NOW. MARK IS FINALLY BACK IN THE UNITED STATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 18:50:43 GMT

IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!! I DON'T LIVE AT HOME ANYMORE!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that my username doesn't mean anything anymore..... or maybe it could....... stephanie could really piss me off..... hahahahaha just kidding. I doubt that'll ever happen.

I just know that I'm happy. :-)

shit

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 21:45:42 GMT

i'm about to take my midterm for my Economics class. shit.

HOLY SHIT!!

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 03:38:26 GMT

I PASSED ALL OF MY CLASSES!!!!!! there were two C's, but HEY, THAT'S PASSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 14:36:56 GMT

That list of summer things has gone to crap. I completely forget what I wanted to write and at the moment I really don't care.

The past two quarters at school have kicked my butt. I haven't been able to apply myself very well, even more so this quarter. I know that most of it has to do with Mark being gone and becoming a manager at work. I hardly get to talk to him, which makes me depressed, and I have so much work to do at work that I hardly have any energy for studying and doing homework when I get home from work. I checked one of my grades last night. It wasn't good; it was a C. Last quarter I got an A in the first class and now I got a C. Holy crap is that a big difference. Yes, the material was quite a bit harder and I didn't do much of the homework, but I'm still dissappointed. I guess more so in myself that anything else. Last year I was working at Meijer and Gadzooks, and had lots of homework too, but I did pretty good then. It really sucks. I'm just hoping that I got a C in my tax class so that I don't have to retake it. I don't have time to retake anything now. I guess I could try taking it over the summer if I have to. I think that I'm feeling stress from knowing that I HAVE to finish by June of next year, so that I can get married. I don't know. I want to be done with school and working. I can do work. Learning at school is not so easy, anymore..... I feel as if I'm getting stupid instead of smart..... hmmmmmmm

Plus, I have another stress added to my life. Both of my upper managers have moved to a different store now. So, it's only Matt and I left to run the store. Well, that's slightly true. We are getting a new store manager, but she's coming from the Dayton Mall Forever 21. The biggest problem is that Gadzooks and Forever 21s are run completely different. She's going to do things her way and Matt and I are going to want to continue the way we know. I'M NOT IN THE MOOD FOR CHANGING EVERYTHING AROUND!! She never does visuals, she never does shipment.... And, I've heard some stories. Things have been done that work for Forever 21, I guess, but will not go over at my store. Yes, my store. :-) I'm excited to have more to do at work, I used to hardly have anything. But, now I feel like Matt and I are going to have to do everything. At least it's summer time and I'm only taking one class. If this were happening during school I'd probably have to shoot something. Hopefully I'm exaggerating how things are going to go. She starts on Monday and I open with her. Maybe it'll work out that I can tell her how to do everything. Normally new store managers come in and make the store run better, but I think that our store runs very efficiently as it is. I DON'T WANT THINGS TO CHANGE!

I'm SO FREAKIN READY TO MOVE!!!!!!!!! I might actually begin packing today.

There is something wrong with me. Maybe I'm just stressed and depressed. Or, it's actually something. My heart has been beating fast when I'm not doing anything, I've been really tired, I'm hungry but can't eat much, and I might have a blood sugar problem. I made a doctor's appointment for Tuesday morning. I'm probably going to go in there and cry, again. Oh well. I'd rather just get it over with and find out why I always feel like crap. Oh yeah, I'm been feeling paniced/anxious also. WOO-HOO

:-)

remind yourself

Fri, 26 May 2006 02:39:24 GMT

this post is just a self reminder to do a list about the things that you love about summer, once you have time and no homework.

homework

Fri, 19 May 2006 15:12:44 GMT

I have no desire to do any of my homework, at all. All I want to do is sleep. This is becoming a problem. I have a chapter of practice homework to do, then do a take home test on it, then do a project to present on tuesday night, and start writing a ten page paper. I'm just so tired of school. I need a break, but I can't take one cause I have two classes to take over the summer so that I can graduate on time. And, that's if I can pass my classes....... ugh. I just want to be done and get married.

damnit

Mon, 15 May 2006 14:59:52 GMT

damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit

damnit

Sun, 14 May 2006 23:02:06 GMT

i love how my father is so accomadating to others' schedules. seriously, it's still may next saturday. why in the hell do I have to take time out of my day to go and do something that can be done on saturday without a problem. i'm just tired of being told what to do and everything having to be done when he wants it done. it's extrememly aggravating. stuff like this should not be that difficult and give me seizures of anger.

Wed, 10 May 2006 02:13:54 GMT

why is it that i can only get soup too hot or only warm?

wedding dress shopping tomorrow, I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!! Not planning on buy yet, maybe, but probably not. However, I need to get some idea of what i want. I have the feeling that this wedding might be a little difficult to plan with Mark being in a different country and then state. oh well, it'll get done and it's gonna be BEAOOOOOTIFUL!!

gotta go do some homework (pleh)

bye!

boring

Mon, 08 May 2006 01:33:24 GMT

I have no idea what I want to say in here. I think I'm just pooped and that's causing me to feel like crap. I should do my homework and pass out.

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 03 May 2006 02:45:56 GMT

Eight pages and one line long! Sweet action! And, my group presentation is done. It sucked, but it's done. That's all I care about. Hopefully we still got a good grade, but who knows. The next big thing due isn't for 3 weeks, so lots more time to procrastinate!! Go me! Now to be stressed about my test on friday....

oh

Tue, 02 May 2006 02:23:22 GMT

Oh, and I keep having this overwhelming feeling that something bad is going to happen....... is that bad?